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一位曾在不久前投诉我的工作态度散漫的同事在读了我的blog 后，写了一段留言给我：–

The guy whom bug u about submission form was xx right? Don’t worry about him, he’s like that! Never put that incident in ur heart and just keep moving on. I’m kinda interested to meet with the old you. Wonder how ur work will be at that time. U just need to be more confident on urself. To me, an over confident person is better than someone without confident at all! Of course being in the middle is the best. Being an engineer, u need to have sufficient confident. There r certain things u need to make ur own decision. Perhaps u r not up to that position yet. But u can start from now. Like Mr. Confucius says: journey of a thousand miles start with a single step. U already reached 500 miles, but now u decided to walk backwards because of someone used to be special to u. Not worth it my friend. 500 miles is not a short journey. U walk another 500 miles backwards, u reach the starting point. U continue ur journey another 500 miles, u reach ur goal. Both also 500 miles, y not move towards ur goal? To survive in gamuda, being ur old self would be easier. This is just a suggestion. So u’ll be having ur break end of this week. Spend ur time wisely. Spend some time to think about urself again. What u want in life. How were u been treated last time, before u make the change, and how r u been treated now. Talk to urself. It worked for me, not sure whether for u. This is some of advice. Not sure whether they r a good one, but i’m sure it’s not a bad one.

其实

我知道的

我从某个极端

走向另一个极端了

从自信满满

变成极度自卑

从要求完美

变成毫无要求

上天应该对我开了一个玩笑

我竟然变成一个以前的我最讨厌的角色了

凡事只求及格就好

做事马马虎虎