Can someone out there tell me that I’m not disgusting?

这个五月

眼泪喧宾夺主

欢笑声不再是主角

 

我的信念又动摇了

我又要开始相信我是一个无可救药的大烂人了

 

相信我

我并不是要人怜悯

我并没有嚎啕

只是在一旁默默地流泪

 

我的臭脾气

我的暴躁

曾几何时层让我淋漓尽致地见识到人无情 绝情的一面。

天知道

我要脱胎换骨的决心

 

无奈

在这个五月

我鉴证了我的失败

 

情绪波动

与同事发生冲突

发脾气

都是我失败的铁证

都是大烂人的标志

 

但是

在这个五月

在失败的当儿

在反省的同时

我深深地痛苦

 

我当然知道不应该

我肯定知道工作压力只是最烂的借口

但我还是爆发了

 

自责的声音不断地在回响

自我厌恶的火在熊熊地烧

我招架不住

我招架不住

我招架不住

我真的招架不住

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4 Responses to “Can someone out there tell me that I’m not disgusting?”


  1. 1 sc May 26, 2007 at 9:25 am

    dearest sam:
    you are not disgusting =)

  2. 2 teh May 26, 2007 at 11:45 am

    没关系。。。这个五月,我知道你赚了很多钱。。。够了。。够了。。。   <yk>

  3. 3 casey May 28, 2007 at 1:25 pm

    i second that! kc

  4. 4 Yee May 28, 2007 at 3:26 pm

    although u only need some"one", but I dun mind to be the some"two". You are not disgusting!! cheer up, tomorrow will be a better day! life still have to go on. =)


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